December 31st astrology.

'Imaginative Power' The positive side of this influence is that it enables you to think and express yourself with great subtlety, allowing you to express ideas and feelings that you usually cannot; therefore it is very favorable for all forms of artistic expression. On the other hand, this "imaginative" power can get so out of hand that it changes from imagination to illusion. Be sure to subject all the ideas that come to you now to the test of time to find out whether they are of lasting value or just a fantasy of a moment. This influence can indicate unclear and confused thinking. Be particularly careful in your personal communications, because others may misunderstand you even though you think you have been completely clear. Avoid any situation that depends for success on the complete honesty and clarity of each participant.

life's a bitch.

had a really moving conversation for a couple hours with the supremely nice 70 year old gentleman from a local gas station in town, originally from Michigan... said I was a very interesting, thought provoking, strong young woman... and I really needed that right now. really did. fuck all you douchebags that make me think incorrectly of myself, because of you're all too full of yourselves to step back and realize you simply have the same, or similar insecurities as I.

homemade soup rules

ingredients: red peppers, yellow squash, zucchini, portabello mushrooms, celery, carrots, red potatoes, onions, egg noodles, beef broth, pepper and lawrys.

creepsmas

CHRIMMIS WAS GRAND FOR THIS FILTHY ANIMAL.

Christmas hijinks

JG: I'm currently hiding from my relatives for the moment.. needed a hide away moment to myself
KD: like, they're in the same house as you? and you're physically hiding?
JG: heheh, yes.
KD: NINJA. Josh... the Christmas NINJA.
JG: I am, I am.
KD: Who lives on EXILE island
JG: always have...
KD: forced to be in the same house..... AS HIS RELATIVES (big movie voice)
JG: IN A WORLD....
KD: what will he do... how will he survive
KD: PFFFFTHAHAHAHA, 'IN A WORLD...'
KD: IN A WORLD... where movies always start with IN A WORLD..... CHRISTMAS IS SPELLED N-I-N-J-A.


with my good friend from high school, Josh Goulart.

and she was

serenity maybe.

ive been feeling different lately. (in a good way.)

on another planet

then it all went wrong....

'A need for newness'

Valid during many months: This influence signifies a desire to release yourself from restrictions and obligations that you feel have limited your life unnecessarily. Often it coincides with a sudden break from some limiting circumstance, such as a person, a job or simply a way of life. This need for newness in your life and for something different from the daily routine is a powerful force, and it will be very difficult to continue as you have. You will feel the breaking away itself as an enormous relief, a lessening of tension. For this reason you must review your life very carefully to find out what needs to be overthrown and what does not. The danger is that you will overthrow worthwhile things along with the useless. Be careful of this, because it could substantially vitiate any advantage you gain from your new freedom. Relationships are especially affected by this influence, particularly those that obligate you in some way. A partnership, either marital or business, may be quite difficult to maintain during this time. And to add to the confusion, it is sometimes your partner who wants out. This is an example of an influence experienced in projected form; instead of putting out the energy yourself, you encounter someone who is apparently doing it for you. In this case, do not attempt to hold on to the other person, for that is the surest way to drive him away. Give your partner all the freedom he needs, for you need it, too, although you are not as aware of it. A related expression of this influence is encountering a person who seeks in some way to liberate you from yourself or from some duty that you have voluntarily taken on. You may find such a person irritating, but he or she is performing a valuable function in your life. Again, the roles may be reversed, and you may set out to change someone else's life. The point is that this is a valuable influence, even though it may be somewhat disruptive. It can prevent your life from becoming so static and stabilized that you cease to be truly alive. (from astro.com)

thanks, last sentence of horoscope. way to pin the tail on the fuckin' donkey.

Roll a bowl a ball a penny a piiiittttchhh!

this just cheered me up a millionfold.